
| Location | Horwich,bolton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 30/01/2001 |
| Date of Death | 30/01/2001 |
| Visitors | 946 since 26/04/2008 |
| Creator |
ANNA JOHNSON BORN/DIED 30 JAN 01.BORN ASLEEP AT 22 WEEKS.
WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
YOU HAVE 2 SISTERS WHO ALSO DIED (ASHLEIGH AND KIRSTY),BUT YOU NOW HAVE A BROTHER AND SISTER,RYAN
AND RHIANNE WHO ARE 6&5.THEY ASK ABOUT YOU AND MISS YOU.
I started to loose Anna at around 20 weeks.I was kept in hospital where a doctor put me on at least
20 tablets a day to try and stop the contractions.In the end they decided to put in a cervical
suture,the next morning they did the op giving me a 1 in 10 chance of keeping the baby on the
operating table.I woke up expecting to of lost my baby but i was still carrying her.They kept me in
hospital for another 2wks still on the tablets but i kept going into labour and everytime they
managed to stop it with tablets!
The aim was to get me to 24 wks,but one night i just thought i had backpain and then it got worse,i
told the midwife who called for the doctor and they told me the news i was too far dialated to stop
me loosing the baby.They then rang for my partner.
They took me down to delivery but i was too far gone for them to cut the cervical suture out so they
had to leave it in.They pumped me full of painkillers.
Then at 5-45am Anna was born at 22wks.
I stayed in hospital for the next few days with Anna in a cot in my room.They took 10 lots of blood
off me to try and find out why i was loosing the babies,nothing came back.The doctor said if i got
pregnant again they would put a cervical suture in earlier,which they did when i got pregnant with
my son Ryan.
They took me in at 11wks and put the cervical suture in place and it stayed there till 35 wks when
they took it out and he was born 5 wks later full term!They then had to do the same procedure as i
got pregnant 3 months later with my daughter Rhianne,the suture again stayed in till 35 wks and
believe it or not she was 11 days overdue!!!!
So in the end it was down to a INCOMPETENT CERVIX!!
Weeks later i had to go back to the hopsital to collect her footprints,handprints,pictures and
ashes.xx
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God Bless xxxx
Special Little Spirit
"You're a Special Little Spirit,"
the all great Master said,
As he gently caressed the top
of the Little Spirit's head.
"You need to go to Earth
to spend some time, you know;
A place I send most Spirits
to be tested, to learn, and grow."
The Little Spirit, in sadness,
slowly bowed her head,
And from her eye a tear did steal
and down her cheek it shed.
"Don't you fret now little one,
I won't let you stay too long;
I'll bring you back to help Me here--
you'll hardly know that you've been gone.
You're my choicest Little Spirit,
you're the apple of my eye."
And he wiped the tear and gently kissed
His Little Spirit good-bye.
"I'm back," the Little Spirit whispered,
as she climbed onto her Master's knee.
And the Master said, "I told you,
you would not be long away from me."
And then, the Lord, He noticed
still another tear welled in her eye.
"Why are you so sad, Little Spirit,
whatever should make you cry?"
"I'm glad I'm back," the Little Spirit said,
"but Master you must surely know,
When Your Angel came to get me,
I did not want to go.
I know You said You needed me,
and that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had
a little longer earthly trial?"
The Master let the Little Spirit
slip down from off His knee,
He firmly took the little hand
and said, "Come take a walk with Me."
The Little Spirit and the Lord
slowly walked hand in hand,
As the Master explained her special part
in the great and marvelous plan.
"Now, Lord, I don't mean to argue,
I understand that you needed me home.
But I left in such a hurry,
I left everyone hurting and so alone.
I didn't let my earthly parents
know how much I loved them so.
I was too small to tell them Lord,
how will they ever know?
They feel they've been cheated,
and in a way, so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did,
how can I ever tell them why?"
"Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy
with this message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore.
I'll watch over your loved ones there.
I'll send them loving comfort
as a strong and helping hand.
I'll contend and give peace to their aching
hearts, so they will understand."
The Little Spirit looked up at her Master
and said "Thank You for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them that I'm safe and
happy, and that someday they'll be here with me?"
"Yes," said the Lord with a smile and a nod,
"I'll tell them all that I can."
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit,
as the Lord let go of her hand.
He said, "I'll tell them that you're pure,
as pure as Heaven's Gold--
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul
to keep Heaven from getting cold."
You Were So Young
I'll never understand it
It was all so very brief,
Why someone so little
The pain,the hurt,the grief
At first i felt so bitter
Why?...I used to say,
God knew how much i loved you
But he still took you away
I still miss you as much today
But now i understand,
God makes us and it's up to him
Whe he takes our hand.
MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL XXXX
It has been 8 yrs since i lost you and i think about you and miss you everyday.
I love you with all my heart.Godbless my beautiful daughter.xxxxxxx
Mummy xx
I have not turned my back on you
so there is no need to cry
I’m watching you from heaven
beyond the dark and stormy skies
I've almost seen you fall apart
when you could barely stand
I asked the Lord to comfort you
and watched him take your hand,
He told me you're in more pain than I could ever be
he wiped his eyes and swallowed hard
then gave your hand to me
although you might not feel my touch
or see me by your side.
I whispered that I Love You
while i wiped each tear that you cried.
So please try not to cry for me
we will meet again one day
beyond the dark and stormy skies
where a rainbow leads the way.

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